not a happy chappy for the past two weeks I have been in apsolute agony to the point in where I have been up all night crying I thought right could be after operation healing so I left it for a week but after a week still nothing but pain so I went the doctors and she was one of the doctors from when I was in hospital (lol epic)so she knew what happened to me and she had a feel of my belly and told me they need to send me for a scan because it could be one of three things:
1: I could be pregnant agian (can't see how because of personal reasons)
2: I could have an infection of the healing tissue inside my body
3: I could be internally bleeding again and have more cysts on my only left overy

I pray it's not number 3 because when I was in the hospital they gave me the wrong information about what happened to me ;;.;;.

for people who are new watching me this is what happened:

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so yeah see why I'm worried? hopefully I'm fine and it's just the whole healing process but I'm still gonna be worried until I know because I have put on a stone over my origanal wieght even though I'm getting smaller in pants size...which makes me worry it's due to the infection or internal bleeding D:.

SECRET COLOURS ART BOOK AVAILABLE FOR ORDER!



the price of the books are £13.00 (if i have the price wrong let me know some reason the journal spazzed out) if you are going to the London convention it is going to be available there so you can pick up you're copy there if you like .

lets just say we worked our butts off to get these pictures done and it's an honour to work with such talented artists I never thought this could happen so it's made me happy.

my pictures which will be in the art book are:


the artbook will show the sketches which arn't posted anywhere and the unwatermarked high quality finished picture so if you're interested please do this to contact:

If you'd like to pre-order a copy of “Secret Colours” then either note or email (karen_lusted@hotmail.co.uk) with these details:

Name:
Email:
How many copies:

Karen will reply just to confirm that you have pre-ordered. Then when they are ready, Karen will ask for further details.

thanks for reading that's all for now